I don't think guys will understand this. You might, but..

Ever have one of those days where you just want to cry? All day, I've just wanted to cry. Not over anything in particular. I'm not super-sad or anything. I just want to cry. Apparently, this is why William Shakespeare wrote tragedies. He knew that people needed a good cry every now and then. It's been found that crying is not only emotionally cathartic, but it's also physically cathartic. The act of crying supposedly removes toxins, ions, and other stress-inducing something or others from your body.

I want to curl up and cry. I haven't cried in a long time. In fact, I don't think I've actually FELT anything in a long time. When did I become complacent and dispassionate? I think that's why I haven't written anything terribly revealing in a long time. Lately, it's all been little vignettes or very heady writings. It's hard to find things to write about when I'm not really processing anything that's been going on.

Hmm..time to wrestle with God...

bring it.